Morning Research

Breakfast at Tognini’s Cafe Deli, Brisbane.

We both learn something new this morning.

I learn how to take picture in instagram story from Muc.

She learn to take good picture by choosing angle and making a composition.

We also have a burning question since last night:


What’s the difference between a latte and flat white?


We googled it and the difference is in the form of the milk. One is liquid and one is foam.

So we made an experiment by ordering the two from the same place, tasted it, and have a temporary conclusion:


It’s the fuckin same :))


Validity with los 0.95.

We will re-tested it soon in some other place.


I Will Fly the Sky and Walk the World


Oh I will fly the sky and walk the world. I will kiss the northern lights, and dance with the midnight sun. I will sing to the highest peak and fall in love so deep with the ocean. I will tell my story to the earth and listen to its voice. I will hug the forest and run with the wind. I will flirt with nature and recite her the poem of love. I will jump to the river and play with the stream. I will breathe freedom and touching the colors of life. Oh I will fly the sky and walk the world.

I’m Not Lost.


This is my end of year reflection.

What do I do in new year’s eve?

Getting lost. Again. In a city I don’t familiar with.

I started to think that being lost is my theme for this year. I don’t feel belong to the work I’m currently into. I don’t really know what I want in life. Most of the time I feel clueless. I don’t feel I’m on the right track.

And maybe I need this trip to constantly throw me to strange place, to the wrong place, to where I’m not supposed to be. Just to teach me that there is beauty in every corner, even in unthinkable places. That there are lights in places that never occured to me. That above everything, I need to trust myself, every reason, every decision, and every step that I ever made. That I will always aligned with life.

I’m not lost. I’m creating my own path.

December 31st, 2014.

The One when I Got Sick at 36.000 Feet Above the Earth


Now this is something that rarely happen to me, getting sick while traveling. So when couple of hours ago I was struggling with weak body, dizzy head, nausea, and the natural reaction to faint in 36.000 feet above the earth in one of the planes of Qatar Airways, I was scared.

What makes me suddenly sick like that? Well, the best guess is to blame the ‘masuk angin’ – literally translated to ‘enter wind’ or ‘the wind that enter your body’. Strange huh? It is. It is the only term of sickness that you can only find in Indonesia. There is no medical term for this sickness and the doctors won’t admit it. Super awesome :D

So how come I caught the ‘masuk angin’? Well it is quite common actually to happen to us who believe that there is such thing as ‘masuk angin’. For me, I think it was because I didn’t sleep at all at the night before I travel. I’m so busy packing and finishing other tasks before I go. And because I need to go to several places on my way to the airport, I forgot to have lunch. Tired bodies combined with late lunch + the cold air at the airplane + waiting for dinner to be served makes me ‘masuk angin’. I was okay when I had my dinner and tried to get some sleep after that. But then I woke up with uneasy feeling. I have nausea, but I thought I won’t throw up. I felt sick, but still too proud to call the stewardess.

I tried to get to sleep for an hour and failed. I finally decided to ask the stewardess whether I can move to empty seats where I can lay down and sleep. She was so kind and understanding. She showed her empathy when I said I was sick. She then looked for available seats and moved me.

It was 2 seaters, I was unable to stretch my full body. But that was not the problem at that time. I almost fainted only for walking from front seats to the back of the plane. My hearing goes deaf, eyes couldn’t see clearly and rather black, my breath was fast and short. Yep, that’s the signs that I will fainted soon. I sat on the chair and was trying to concentrate on anything. By thinking while trying to control my breath, it was proven effective to maintain my consciousness.

Then I tried to lay down. And I wanted to throw up. I hurried to the toilet, luckily only 1 seat far from my seats. After that, I went back to my seat with another soon-to-be-faint feeling. The situations were repeated 2 times until the plane landed safely in Doha, Qatar. My stomach was empty. I was only wanted to drink water to prevent dehydration.

When we prepared for landing, the stewardess who previously help me was magically appeared on my side. She was working in the front area of the plane, so I did not expect her to come and see me again in the back seats. She asked if I feel better? I said no, not meant to be rude, because that what was happen. She hoped I will get better soon and then left me to continue her works.

She was so nice and I wanted to thank her before I leave the plane. While I still organizing my stuffs back in my original seat in front of the plane, she was greeting me again. This time I showed my gratitude to her, and told her that she was thoughtful and kind. She looked happy and again, showed her empathy by saying that she used to be sick when working, but now her body already adapted. Awww how nice is that! She was also talking about a passenger who shouted at her when she moved me to the back seat. Yeah I heard that. He was shouting for his drink. Now this made me learn to be patient to stewardess and other service staff. In which when they aren’t giving your request in time, maybe it’s because they need to handle urgent inquiries.

She then asked for where I was heading and how she wanted to go home. I told her to have a good rest, she told me to have fun in my trip. My attempt to shake her hand was more like holding hand together. We parted like best friend.

So what happen when you’re sick while traveling alone? Well it sucks, definitely. I felt so sick but I can’t tell others. But there’s also a chance to receive caring from strangers. Her name is Betsy. From hundreds of steward and stewardess I have met on my journey, I will not forget her. Thank you, Betsy! You’re the best!

So Nervous with My Upcoming Trip



Well it’s been a while. Oh my god, I know that I hadn’t do anything about this blog for years. Sorry blog.. Now I’m here :)

Ok, so why nervous? What happenned?

Well, it’s kinda silly actually. Tomorrow I’ll do my first solo traveling everrr.. Yaayyyy!!!

Oh wait.. noooo I’m so nervous….

I’ve been traveling a lot, so solo traveling should not be a big problem. But maybe the nervousness comes because I will travel to the countries I’ve never visited before, and it’s in winter. Yep, winter. I don’t think winter is my best friend. Sorry winter..

So I plan to go to 7 countries in Scandinavian and Baltic area. Yep, you got that? Okay, now imagine the winter. Uhhuh. Not good. So not good.

I came from tropical country where the sun is too excited to see me everyday. Now I’ll go to places where the sun only available for 6 hours a day, if it’s in good mood. So…. hhhhh

Okay, I might exaggerate a little ;p

But I did have bad experience with winter. I got winter blues. Or seasonal affective disorder. It was last year in Prague. The temperature was around  3°C and lower. Everything was so grey and gloomy. I couldn’t really enjoy my stay there. I feel uncomfortable and not happy. Not sad, but not happy. A little bit depressed.

Last year I was with my family. And that also what added up my nervousness. Because this time, I will be alone.

What if I got depressed again? What if I feel lonely? What if I don’t enjoy my trip?

The thought bothered me for the last 2 months. Then I found way to managed it. I browsed for cities that I plan to visit and look for exciting places and things that I can do there. I got excited and forgot about my nervousness for a while.

Now, I see my upcoming trip as a way to challenge my comfort zone. I’m okay if the winter affects me. But before that, I’ll find way to amuse myself. So my happiness will block all the depressing thought that wants to surface. Then again, what I love from traveling is the chance to know and understand myself better. And with that, I can grow to be better too.

Wish me luck :)